Bastard - dementiaandfilth

The void - nothing - nihil - empty Black desolation Vortex of the damned Denied suckling teat Pulsing life... I yearn Mere spawn; moribund bretheren Death breeding death As I walk upon the plane of ill-existence Stripped away, as flesh decays Akin to Adam´s supposed sons Dwell here - begotten Flagellate disbelief Entities of pessimism Deities of grief Stripped bare - to lifeless dust As the headstones decay... Now enter... funereality Cold; my world... Remorse I breathe My abode... An earthen grave ...GRAVE... Dwell in doldrums of death and decay This eternal hell... ...So surreal... ...So funereal... *
...ADVANCE... Crossing thresholds Transect psychic circles Obtain soul dominion Corpus threshing Violate boundaries Pernicious vile conduct Understate - Perpetrate Possessing the will Denigrate - Justify The reasoning why Puppetry - (the) Ecstasy Controlling my fears Debasement - Punishmnent (as I) Scream through my tears Crushing my future to be Burning eyes; never to see Defiling corpus so weak Stripping my talent to speak Ascertain - Entertain This is your JOY Torturous - Rigorous Approach of my end The coming storm Pestilential shade Misanthrope in-extremis Yielding to decay STORMING CORPOREAL TEMPLES Ending in degradation Rapture of my demise is Euphoric celebration... Visions are blinded to yield Grazing; encroaching the fields Suffer pastures; demise To despair... you are blind Understate - Perpetrate Possessing the will Denigrate - Justify The reasoning why Vilified - Deified Lord and Master Desecrate - Subjugate Divided; I fall... The storm has come Pestilence breathes Misanthropic hatred Onwards to decay... STORMING CORPOREAL TEMPLES Ending in degradation Rapture of my demise is Euphoric celebration... *
Graven - the image carved of misery Forlorn - projections of abject pain Aligned planets revolve Tower of ashen resolve Anoint the hallowed with shards of black jade I stand 'mongst the blessed Father to son - carry forth viral passage MONOLITH BECKONS… A gathered mass to bear witness Shallows of thought mired in solemnity MONOLITH BECKONS… BECKONS… To Bow To Thee Judgement… Seated Consigned… Absolved *
Raw... Emotions debrided Lusts... Numbed and deadened Sights... Saturated essence COLD... Spurned... by reality... As rationale declines... Graze... scraping the nails As dead hands... REACH... Comfort me... Thy distortions - REALITY !!! Formication Infested... Skin crawls... Seizures - grappling hold Delerium... comes ´eyes probe beyond putrescence´ Defined lines Start to blur Morphosis - mutation From the æther Voices fall... Auricular... Madness - encroaching Sanity... cedes Raptured throes Accursed... Dysfunction - paranoid *
Numbing cortex Tracing dead fears Assailing memories Blunting perceptions Cognitive assault Battered conscience Aesthetically raped Thou will be done Powers of suggestion overrides rationality As deftly chosen words bend thy form into submission Castigated Psychically abused Forlorn in sufferance A flesh marionette Pulling sinews Ripe for defilement Ruptured by your ´guidance´ A missive to serfdom Branded; enslaved Incapacitated Of pleasures to come Thy be defiled In servitude - ´twixt brazen carnality And psychic carnage A moral desert - where nothing remains Shades of what once was... Bound to desolation *
Annihilate thine innocence Bombardment; existential visions... BLIND... MY MIND... Sewerage; cranial waste and filth Downward - the slide; reality´s torn... AWAY... AWAY... FROM ME... DEMENTIA - eradicates the inside FILTH - forever... I reside Sickness; imbibe medicinal compounds Textbook analogies; the uttered jargon... REMAINS... DERANGED... Churning; yellow flux of respite Slivered blades hew my internal... FORM... REBORN... INSANE... Shrouded - consigned to ´comfort´ Grounded behind asylum walls... TO BE... Scorn-fucked; forlorn Medicinally altered Certified dead from the neck up As humanity shits upon me... ...DEMENTIA... *
Pathetic Excuse for life Torn thoughts maligned Consumed; deride... A martyr Enthrone torments born The decree... ... plead ... Open and shut Court is adjourned Guilty... I - scorned; self-pitying soul Blood - black; courses; infect Why live within this realm WHY ??? Small - torn; deemed defective Give - take; strip me bare Myself - I hate - odious and vile Puerile - minute - ignored DEAD *
Mists swirl in the dark recess Groaning trees whisper dread Hoods mask the faces of inflamed intent Heads shamefully hang in subservience to doom Fields of sorrow moonswept in forlorn grace Thorns grow where life is denied Steps entrusted in salvation fade in mud For a passage forged in spilled blood Echo the grief of the fallen Words uttered in reverence Gestures motioned – Mourning the mocked …As stones mark the final stance of supernal rest… Bound to the earthen realm of sorrow Dust fills the air with thickened breath They stand to honour yet, they stare at the final design Futile; wrought in grief, they lay their bodies down As one with the lost and departed Tears enshrined in cupped hands In mourning´s gloom – ensorcelled, the stones… they… The stones breathe… Lain in earth – forlorn and broken Heeding the voices of past lives unspoken Spectral mists shadow the blackend throng Grey winds howl the conclave’s funeral song Forever joined in darkness One in earthen reverence Cries of the lost mount in oceans of grief No longer strangers to disbelief Words fail to appease the gulf Joined in darkness Embraced in the serfdom of death *